Desmond

Day Off

2009-11-28T15:20:00.004+08:00

Wow, havnt been online for quite sometime.
I hate working, cant imagine if i have to work everyday next time.
If there is one thing i hate, it would be kids.
&*!%@#%&*!&*@%^#!*(@
Especially those who destroy sample products.

Worked for five days and sick for 3 days -.-
Cough, Diarrhea, Vomit.....
I hate the disinfection stuff OSIM uses.
It simply 'perks' me up with the pungent smell.
So i took leave yesterday, not to rest, but to go SITEX!
WTF right? Even the cashier guy (hes quite a nice friend) say im crazy.
Anyway met a guy whos also working there, studying in ITE.
Despite the tattoos hes so humble and quiet.
Btw, the girls are at the opposite side of the working place. Sian.
Because i took leave, Boss Daughter have to sub me.
Surprisingly the Boss' Daughter aka Melissa sales is worse than me. LOL
So i went SITEX last night.
This time i bought a desktop cos my sis bought a macbook pro.
So its in my room now, in front of me.
ANYWAY, i can finally throw away that PENTIUM 4, 256mb RAM, Some noob video card
super duper lousy DELL computer!!!!!! Yay.
Ok, i forgot my lunch, shit.
My sickness started cos i skipped lunch.
Freak, i got a seriously weak stomach, idiotic gastric problems.

(hais, she also on leave today, so i got no motivation to go to work too.)

P.S. Bel bought me a Chelsea merchandise product in UK! SO EXCITED ><

I just hope she dun buy this again, cos.... I am wearing it now!

Straits times

2009-11-22T12:37:00.002+08:00

Hais... realise i have been wasting money on the sports section for every the stratis times. maybe i should really get all those fucked up finance news into my head. Well, afterall the cartoon on those page are really lame. I just happen to realise that my sports section always torn while the 'home', 'life', classified section like damn neat.
Grrr. Im freaking useless.

Anyway, went to jun yong house yesterday after realise ive not been doing anything at home. Wake up at 1pm, stare at tv, go to rivervale plaza. Ate kfc, stare at fathers teaching their daughters how to get their own food. -.- this is boring lah. So i went to jy house and watched liverpool match. Ok, Benitez its time to wipe your ass and receive a kick. you muthafucker damn SUCK. Wad a waste of time, 2-2 and then all square. One thing is, man city still ahead of liverpool in the league table. Next match chelsea vs wolves. Confirm win one lor, 2-nil in 12 minutes. wtf? Im like shaking leg like mad liao.

Aiya, i guess this is boring. bye.

I do love Xinmin

2009-11-20T20:44:00.002+08:00

Dear classmates,

alternatively...

-Dessimondo

After O's

2009-11-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

Life after O's was SHIOK!

Burning of papers, tearing of textbooks...
Class Chalet for two days, didnt sleep and played rockband.
I would say class video was rather successful since many people
made noise and laughed throughout.
Time flies and the PRC left Singapore.
Ok, im really out of touch with blogging i dunno wad to say.
Graduation night, went to junyong hse.
His father fetch us there and we saw darren leong with v.
So we went up with nich lam and saw the rest.
All groomed and well dressed, except for some, expected.
Luckily i didnt buy a mask. lol
Was really shocked at the small banquet room.
Nonetheless it was a good good night.
Randolph almost made it to prom king!
And Lau yilin in the video was real hilarious, if she was there,
she might have sued the school.
Anyway, didnt have a good time when i had a stomachache.
So i didnt take too much photos with my own camera.
Honestly speaking, i prefer the girls without their 1cm thick makeup.
Thats all for now!
Burbyes.

2009-03-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

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2009-03-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

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2009-03-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

New blogskin,
old blog,
still bloody dead.
:(

2009-02-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

fated to be like this...

2009-02-19T05:37:00.000+08:00

I want to get 9A1s!
Maybe 8A1s.
Perhaps 7A1s
Might get 6A1s
Ok, fine. 5A1s will do. :(

2009-02-11T21:13:00.001+08:00

I go for cca and ppl say i not focusing on DB,
I go for slb and ppl say im not good enough for NP.

Wtf is wrong with this world?

2009-02-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

She said let's change your lock
This night is all we've got
Drive fast so you will crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make you die tonight

Blinded by the lice
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump
I will push you
We will laugh together
From the building's ledge
Never looking up at what i've done
We'll say it was ALAF
'Cause I would pray for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this bomb behind
You'll fly right over the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just push you by the head
You're close to the edge

Blinded by the lice
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump
I will push you
We will laugh together
From the building's ledge
Never looking up at what i've done
We'll say it was ALAF
Cause I would pray for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly?
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll help you
Leave the edge and fly
you'll finally die

'Cause if you jump
I will push you
We will laugh together
From the building's ledge
Never looking up at what i've done
We'll say it was ALAF
'Cause I would pray for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to do
We have made it through

2009-02-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

Can we like hang out like before.
I dun think i fit to do so...

Im letting you go,
and you are telling me you want to salvage.

Life sucks with all the choices and decisions. :/

2009-01-31T15:22:00.003+08:00

You probably thought im just another stalker.
Maybe im only a friend when im still useful.
Now that its over, theres no point talking to each other.
you probably reply cos you have free sms,
and not you want to.

fuck.

.

2009-01-28T23:46:00.001+08:00

I did what i promised.

although there wont be any meaning anymore.

it will never be the same.

its just a piece of paper to me now......

...

2009-01-24T16:57:00.003+08:00

Woke up in the morning,
Everything is over.
Time to carry on.

A few more months to go before freedom.
A few more months to go before glory.
A few more months to go before you get out of my sight.

Eye

2009-01-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

Studying Biology and doing its homework now.
I realise that other than the blind spot, my eye have a weird function.
I always 'seems' to see the taskbar turning orange, when its not.
(you know when someones talk to you in MSN, the window minimised will turn orange?)
I think i going crazy seeing things.
Once i saw a black figure walking past outside my class.
The weird thing is, the figure is not outside the window that has the corridor,
but the window that has empty space behind the Computer lab block.
I don't think it is a bangladesh doing construction swinging past right?

Why do you even 'care'?

Wrong idea

2009-01-18T22:37:00.001+08:00

I said i knew i got the wrong idea.
What else do you want??

You?

2009-01-17T22:08:00.001+08:00

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah

New year

2009-01-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

A new phase,
A new year.
I will forget the days,
I bet i got the idea.

This is where,
I put my heart and soul.
3 years past,
Its empty, hollow and sorrow.

Studies, NP, SLB.
All conclude as big failure.
Not any tom dick harry,
Just a guy who hates a girl.

All you see is my surface,
Fierce and funny is my image.
Deep in me lies the devil,
living in the world of hatred.

I don't understand you, just like how you don't understand me.

2008-12-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

One of the main reasons why in recent years the Singapore Government has always ensured that their Miss Universe representative were of tertiary level education or higher was because of the following incident which occurred not too many years ago. It is the final round of the Miss Universe Pageant and the 3 finalists, Miss USA, Miss Malaysia and Miss Singapore are being asked 3 simple questions:

MC: The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with "L"
Miss USA: Lamp
Miss Malaysia: Light bulb
Miss Singapore: LADIO
Judge: No, no, Radio does not start with the letter "L"
MC: I am going to give you 2 more chances; The next question is name me an animal starting with the letter "L"
Miss USA: Lion
Miss Malaysia: Leopard
Miss Singapore: LABBIT
Judge: No, no, no, Rabbit does not start with the letter "L"
MC: I am going to give you one last chance, if you answer this question incorrectly, you are disqualified.
Name me a fruit starting with the letter "L"
Miss USA: Lemon
Miss Malaysia: Lychee
Miss Singapore, with full of confidence, smiles and says: LIEWLIAN !!

This is not the end of the story, the Judge consulted the board of judges to determine if Miss Singapore should really disqualified; and they decided that since Miss Singapore was having as many problems with the letter "L", they decided to give her another chance.

Judge: OK, the final question is name me a human anatomy starting with the letter "L"
Miss USA: Lung (applause)
Miss Malaysia: Liver (even more applause)
Miss Singapore: LAN JIAO!!!
Judge: ?????????!!!!

2008-12-12T02:42:00.001+08:00

Seriously, i think my blog is rated M18.

Especially,
with this.

2008-12-09T04:36:00.001+08:00

Don't be shock to see my profile.
Not suitable for weak heart.

2008-12-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

shall post some random stuff.
since im like never update for so long.

People that im shock they are in higher chinese, when...
I shall rate according to my level of shockness.

Me - ****
Jun Wen - *****
Nicholas Khaw - *******
Melissa - *********
Lau Yi lin - **********
Huiting - *******************......breaks meter.

People that have long/boring post

Me - ******
James - ****
Nicholas Lim - *******
Nicholas Khaw - *******
Class blog - ********
Huiting - *********
Melissa - **********
Randolph - **********

People that are real untidy

Nicholas Lim - ****
Jefferson - ******
Jia Yun - *****
Huiting - *******
Me - **********

Ok, so i decided to feature those people in my very 'interesting' post.

[des] Singaporean Grandson: Never Ready. Ready For Strike! 失去的越多，在乎的越多。 says:
i shall feature u in my next post for that.
DRAMARAMA says:
got anything to feature meh!
DRAMARAMA says:
LOL
DRAMARAMA says:
okay lah.
DRAMARAMA says:
i know what you going to say.
DRAMARAMA says:
you going to say i'm a very nice and cool, helpful pretty girl right
DRAMARAMA says:
i know already lah.
DRAMARAMA says:
=D
DRAMARAMA says:
eh.
DRAMARAMA says:
then make your blog not private.
DRAMARAMA says:
then everyone can see my fabulous characteristics.
DRAMARAMA says:
LOL.
[des] Singaporean Grandson: Never Ready. Ready For Strike! 失去的越多，在乎的越多。 says:
i 'try'
DRAMARAMA says:
-.-
DRAMARAMA says:
*makes face

2008-11-29T02:40:00.002+08:00

dee-yee-ass-emm-oh-an-dee
ass-yee-arh.
eye hef nou eyedear Y hee yees xtil onlyne add diz tym.
Maebi hee yees juz ballring n hef nuthink tuu duu.
N hee wanz tuu nou huu ken ektuali aundestend hees lenguaj.
guudbai hef err nyz dae, mae gaut blast yuu.

2008-11-26T02:32:00.001+08:00

Pinky Winky (Lum Yi)
Ditsy (Mel)
Lalaa (Royce)
Bao (Randolph)

Real Random

2008-11-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

I know its the third post.
But....
i dun care.
Cos i forgot to post this yesterday.

2008-11-25T17:54:00.002+08:00

Are you freaking sure photoshop do more good than harm?
Well check this out,
and make a decision.

2008-11-25T06:00:00.004+08:00

Blogging early in the morning,
or rather late at night for me.
I dunno, i just woke up by myself,
at 5.
And i couldnt sleep.
Its just an instinct to on the laptop. (Sleep mode)
Is it just an coincidence,
that the thing i wanted most,
and i fear most would appear.
I dunno.
Its just your blog that popped out.
I think i will just stare at the blank screen,
till 10am.
Where i can continue my streak of going to school everyday.
Im serious, had been going to school for bridging.
One week in Japan,
and im back to school everyday again.
Its worst when you were there too.

- Dedicated to no one.

2008-11-22T22:33:00.004+08:00

today was promotion test day.
wa, supposedly waking up at 6.
In the end woke up at 6.33am.
So chionged and prepare my boots.
Didnt even bother to iron my uniform nor put badges.
So i ran out of the hse, by 7.
Reached sch at 7.30+.
When we suppose to start at only 8.30 officially.
So we hug the buddha leg together and polish boots.
Some even learn commands and Methods of instruction.
But i didnt.
When the test started, we suppose to fill in our own scoresheet.
Just our name etc.
And i saw the mark scheme.
10 for attire.
20 for drills!
30 for commands!!
40 for Method of instruction!!!
WTH, didnt study those impt stuff.
Anyway, for sergeant test its all bout rifle drills and basics.
So i realise they learnt a lot more after i went for grad nite.
So abit luan diao lor.
Luckily can adapt.
So i Kok hwee was the first to go.
And i was made the timer since wm dunwan.
so i anyhow anyhow say lor.
Just like last year.
Wadeva, still pass corporal right?
Also no score for timer.
Ok, so for MOI part, the first 6 people got rifle drills.
There were 8 ppl in total.
Me and Liyana were the last two.
So i was the second last.
And i did different style for command, which i gave basics first.
Then do a different way to fall them back in front of me.
In the end, i was quite unlucky to be the one to teach sizing!!!!
wth, it was i think one of the most advance drills in NP.
Why my not the rifle drills???
Suay, anyhow crap.
Hope can pass bah.
Anyway, liyana copied my style.
After that suppose to have camp prep.
But we whole lot go eat lunch first.
After that me and auggy ran away.
Yang cheng too.
So we went to compass to walk.
Then went auggy hse to play ps2.
Played Konami soccer with YC and auggy.

First match wif YC.
ME Chelsea, YC Fulham.
0-1
1-1
2-1
I WIN

Second match (rematch)
1-0
2-0
2-1 (I 'cleared' into my own goal, stupid bug)
I still WIN

Third match wif YC.
Me Man U, YC Arsenal.
0-1 (keeper ran out to 'act' then open goal)
0-2 (I admit its a good goal and poor defence)
1-2 (nice slam by drogba)
2-2
PK (4-1)

Fourth match wif Auggy.
Me chelsea, auggy toffees.
0-1
0-2
Auggy WON.
I mean its his PS2 afterall.

When home in the rain.........

2008-11-22T00:07:00.002+08:00

i erased evrything on my phone.
All pictures, number, msg, and call records.

tmr have promo test.
Actually is today, since its over midnight.
Hais, no longer interested in Npcc.
Congrats, i cant get myself to start on hw.
I am confused...

2008-11-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Woohoo. finally a break.
After i came back from japan,
ive not slept early.
Actually not even during Japan lor.
After i reached sg airport then go sch.
Fri go sch for rehearsal.
Sat go sch for Prep.
Monday last rehearsal.
Tuesday symposium. (like finally...)
Wednesday go training and then Grad nite.
Today NYP.
Phew hope no more stuff other than promotion on sat.
retarded world.

2008-11-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

thanks for taking away half of my life.

dead tired.

the demon

2008-11-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

I study History to learn how glorious Hitler was.
I play cards to admire the 'joker'.
I read books to study Stalin.
I play games to kill.
I study Geography to destroy the earth.
I watch TV to scoffs at people that encourages recycling.
I study science to plan to murder environmentalist.
I learn math to count the time to doomsday.
I eat pork because human are dirtier.
I listen to music to come up with new ways to kill.
I join to destroy.
I'm known as DEsMONd.

2008-11-16T17:08:00.001+08:00

Taken on the 5th day, when we went home late at night.
There was only one other person on train.
Which i later know is yuki's elementary school friend.
LOL.

2008-11-15T23:01:00.005+08:00

This will be a super long post.
Pls refer to previous post for the 'words' version.

2nd half of 1st day

2nd day

3rd day

4th day

5th day

6th day

Last day

Thats the end. Goodbye.

2008-11-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

ALAF Video!!!
Doing symposium today in the office.
then mr louis pang come dao luan.
tsktsk.

(i shall upload 199 photos [chosen one] later)

2008-11-14T21:37:00.011+08:00

See from below. shall post more tmr if have time. this is only half day.

6th day in jp

2008-11-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

Last day liao.
today whole day in school.
quite sad that it ended so fast.
Yuki father is damn rich and damn nice.
Give me at least 10 present from these few days.
Mother do alot of things for me, so touch.
YUki quite nice to me too, just a little 'tie gong ji'.
So im going to the airport in 6hours time.
Chin gong gong is the new name for mr chin.
LOL.
Anyway bye.

5th day in jp

2008-11-12T22:01:00.001+08:00

a trip to kyoto.
elaborate when i went back.
keep a lookout!

4th day in jp

2008-11-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

ok no mood talk can.
Specs spoil.
money used up.
Host mercedes benz kena accident.
and...
and...
and......
i dun wanna say......

FUCK.

3rd day in jp

2008-11-09T18:26:00.003+08:00

today is spent-money-like-nobody-fcking-business day.
So i used up 6000+ yen in 3 days.
Left 5000+ only for 4 days. Shyt.
All those nasty little presents...
fcking idiotic 10x expensive MRT ticket (S$9 each)...
damn stupid bus fare (S$5 each)...
Super duper crazy imposter mcdonalds for S$12...
And the bloody hell admission fee to the
smaller than disney,
bigger than excape, amusement park for S$35
sausage for $4
keychains at S$3 and above.
Die.
So the most deadly stuff is the transport, food.
Eww. nvr pay for me... :(
Wadeva.
So, early in the morning
woke up at 7.30am
ate bf at 8am
went out of house at 8.36
(when the meeting time is 8.30 ==)
So on the way still traffic jam,
almost one hour then reach.
So weikang and wenqi and eileen (not yensiu sorry)
waited and go for a ride liao.
So we go take the pirate ship while the gals take neoprints.
So lol.
when the gals finished, we took it the second time.
stupid.
after that we took the super duper scary but slow roller coaster.
i think sumone pee?
then wenqi scream like sumone did in obs. lol.
i mean its normal for girls to shout in roller coaster,
but suguru and weikang......
jk, they were screaming bcos they were high.
so we went take more no kick rides.
and then we came to a mini arcade.
yuki and some of them played the taiko machine.
we see them play, after that go play something...
a machine where you have to scoop a handful of present wif the machine.
then drop it on a platform where theres something that will push the gifts down,
so wenqi and eileen wasted quite a few money.
so i thought of a way.
when the opening is open, i tilt the whole machine so the things came out.
Lol, in the end win a lot.
So we went to play finish all the rides.
Eat lunch, still not happy.
so decided to play the roller coaster again.
and not once more.
its twice!
Total took it thrice, prirate also.
shooting game in the castle twice.
Waterboat thinggy also twice.
So went back home.
pay for bus myself.
take train, slept on it for one hour.
Reach home just come online.
then go eat dinner, watch youtube with his ps3.
Today lunch is fake mcdonald,
cost me a tsar bomba.
but not bad the taste.
teriyaki burger with yucks fries and melon soda.
Dinner was full.
two pork chop.
fried yam chips.
salad.
kimchi.
miso soup.
Rice.
gonna gain pounds...
anyway, thx NK for the compliment.
I shall end off.
My pocket~

2nd day in jp

2008-11-08T21:31:00.006+08:00

So, the second day has passed too.
today is hosting family day.
Anyway tmr also.
But today i went out wif yuki family only.
So early in the morning, i set my alarm clock at 7
But i woke up at 11.30.
OMG. I missed breakfast.
Feel so bad, cos the mother had alrdy prepared.
SO i stayed in my room to read book (japanese guide)
and type the previous post.
so yuki came into my room and ask me to prepare.
We going out for lunch.
Damn shiok.
We went to eat sushi.
A little different from sakae sushi.
cos everything is electronic.
ask for ramen or udon is also electronic.
And also have miso soup.
Really regreted that i ordered FISH miso.
Yucks, i hate the FISH bones.
Anyway, eat really little.
5 plates only.
Yuki finished 7.
Total 5 of us ate 27.
Anyway its really cheap.
3 miso, 1 ramen, 27plates of sushi,
cost only less than S$60!!!
So we went back home.
And then prepare to go out again. ==
Yes, go to jusco to shop.
So i went there.
its freaking big.
Maybe same size as vivo?
Anyway so we went to the electronic store.
the mp3 cost the same in sg.
and even thumbdrive etc is the same,
so i suppose this kind of product is no diff from sg too.
However, they are too ex also.
So we went to the super mart.
Quite okay, food is cheapest in japan other than electronic.
Still more ex than sg.
So i bought several items for class.
then bought sweets for those ~~mother dogs aka bitches~~ kind angels :).
so evrything else is expensive.
Went to arcade.
Wasted 500 yen.
approx S$8+.
so at 5, we went back home.
Btw, its already pitch dark by then.
weirdo.
So went home msn a while.
Until 6+ when yuki told me that we are going out for dinner.
So we ate at a chinese restaurant.
named tao tao. lol.
reminds me of heng heng, random sia.
So it cost S$50 per person,
like a buffet yet not like buffet.
Okay restaurant eating style, and pay fixed price.
That means you can order 1 peanut, S$50
or all 25 dishes for S$50 too!.
And they give us clean plates like its disposable like that.
one plate each person for every dishes.
10+ dishes leh.
Total is 5 x 10+.
Imagine the no of plate used ==.
So after we finish dinner, went to toilet wif yuki.
Ahem, dun think else where,
go pee nia.
So when we enter the room with the universal 'male toilet' man sign.
tada, we saw a chio waitress washing sth at the basin,
which is right beside the peeing wall. lol
when she saw us unzipping, she chua tio (shocked).
Guess she went wrong, but she is a waitress leh??
So went back home, again.
Yuki father is damn lol.
Although his english no good,
He still talks to me.
And he introduced to me the famous comedian in japan.
And gave me a lot of his franchise products.
Really nice of him and the gifts.
Played PS3 wif yui bro.
then go bathe.
Now blogging.
Half watch Man U vs Arsenal and blogging.
Wah so total type for 40+ minutes for the time wastage.
Anyway, Man u lost, lol, wad happen to these jokers this season?
Arsenal won them.
tmr going cinema in the morning.
Then go amusement park wif wk, wenqi and yensiu.
So gonna focus my everton vs west ham game.
byebye.

im sad... shouldnt even say out, stupid.

1st/2nd day in jp

2008-11-08T12:09:00.005+08:00

Yo, blogging in japan.
Quite fun,
and my buddy owned the whole building.
Wow,
so i had my own room,
slept for more than 12 hours ><
So now mooching their house wireless internet.
Shall post my pictures nest time cos cannt upload now.
180+ pictures in a single day.

and when i check my email, saw this:

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

anyway, its from junkang.
so bye bye going out for lunch, its 1.14pm here.

[edit]
shall elaborate if not first day post too short.
Anyway, i might be able to blog everyday!!
so the first day.
Went to airport at 10.30 the previous day.
Then do all the necessary stuff.
So at 11.40 we are already inside.
so some of us went to t3 free internet area.
So chated wif some peeps.
(and i smsed to told her.)
So, we entered the plane at 12.
Fly at 1am.
So in the plane i watched the dark knight.
didnt know its more than 2 hours, so it destroyed my plan.
after that its around 4.
So i just listen to music, while most of the peeps are slping.
And then waited for breakfast which is at 6am.
So a little while b4 that i woke up jasmine,
and then we played daidee.
Reached Nagoya at 8.02am.
So we went out and saw the teachers.
A bit disappointed.
anyway, we went to take a ship to [fill in the blank if i find out]
So we switch to a bus.
reached ise, and my buddy mum's come fetch, my luggage, lol.
Only wk wenqi and mine came.
SO we went to the ise shrine.
go to Okage street shop.
the stuff there cost okay only, just a bomb nia.
So ate a expensive bowl of udon at S$8.
We proceed to toba aquarium.
saw a lot of jefferson long distance relatives.
So i lost my camera case.
and damn spoil mood lor.
anyhow took the photos cos no mood.
after that went to the info counter,
AND MY CASE IS THERE!
yay, jap ppl are honest and kind.
and then when we went back, its a 2 hour trip to takada.
Anyway ise and takada is far.
1 hour train.
so my buddy hse is back at ise.
So we went to take train to go home.
And his hse is damn big!!!
So the rest is alrdy mentioned above...
[/edit]

If you are...

2008-11-05T19:16:00.003+08:00

if you are a guy, im a gay.
if you are a lesbian, im a girl.
if you are a dog, im your best friend.
if you are a flower, im a cow dung.
if you are a girl, im a guy.
if you are dead, im a corpse.
if you miss the ~~train~~ plane im on,
you will know that im ~~gone~~ in Japan!

2008-10-30T23:53:00.001+08:00

Rather be a normal friend than being a dog.
Although the latter is man's best friend...

2008-10-30T19:51:00.005+08:00

this is a very long and funny conversation between me and M.
It has nothing to do with me, which means im not involved in the scenario.
so here it is:

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
if you had a gun, and you will die unless you kill someone, will you kill R or D

M says:
D

M says:
cos most peple find him annoying

M says:
and R is needed in symp

M says:
-.-

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
YAY

M says:
whatever

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
OKay wad if this happens after symposium

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
who will u shoot

M says:
D

M says:
cos R in campfire

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
OKAY

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
wad if this is after campfire

M says:
D

M says:
cos most ppl find him annoying

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
Ok, wad happens when noone finds D annoying anymore

M says:
hmm

M says:
then i random lo

M says:
or i'll just turn around and shoot the bad guys

M says:
:D

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
Cannot

M says:
why not?

M says:
i'm in the scenario

M says:
not you d:

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
u can only choose to commit suicide or choose either one

M says:
no, i choose to shoot the bad guys

M says:
and emerge as a heroine :D

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
ok the bad guys locked you all in a room

M says:
then we'll try to breakout

M says:
and i'll still shoot the bad guys

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
WOW, u'll save them

M says:
afterall, i've got the GUN

M says:
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
OK

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
wad if the bad guys are your parents

M says:
then i'll commit suicide

M says:
for being brought up by crazily evil parents

M says:
ohwait

M says:
i should kill them

M says:
since they are the bad guys

M says:
and if they are my parents

M says:
they will not force me to kill someone or myself

M says:
they'll kill straight away shoot someone if neccessary

M says:
-.-

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
Okay, wad if you have no guns and you can only save one of them

M says:
if i got no guns how i save people?

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
the bad guys will free u and the person

Des JOIN AND DESTROY says:
then kill the one left over

M says:
huh

M says:
i don't wanna play anymore D:

2008-10-28T22:22:00.002+08:00

Secondary Schools Chinese and Malay Languages Symposium 2008

2008年中学华文语马来文研讨会

Simposium Bahasa Melayu dan Cina untuk Sekolah Menengah 2008

Sekundärschulen chinesisch und malaysische Sprachenzusammenstellung 2008

Écoles secondaires chinoises et colloque malais 2008 de langages

Scuole secondarie cinesi e simposio malay 2008 di linguaggi

Escuelas secundarias chinas y simposio malay 2008 de los lenguajes

中学校中国語およびMalay の言語シンポジウム2008 年

중등 학교 중국어 및 말레이지아인 언어 심포지엄2008년

Symposium

2008-10-26T01:32:00.003+08:00

Globalisation

Youth and New Media

"New media has created such an impact that
people are able to communicate with each other
with the help of a medium. They are good at
talking on MSN and SMS. But they are unable to
talk to one another face to face."

- Tang CC

In the morning, theres NPCC meeting,
which apparently i woke up late.
So reach there 10 minutes earlier.
Saw the B@S people.
Anyway, they havnt even start.
So slack a while before going to NP room.
The meeting was damn boring,
or at least for me,
who cant give a damn for NPCC now.
So went out halfway cos i cant stand it.
Went to the com lab help Colin and Guys
with the C4D needed for grad night video.
Mr Cheong lazy bum nvr teach them some stuff.
Anyway, i modelled a rubiks cube.
Its tough man, need 26 cube + a sphere.
every cube has to set selection
for at least 1 side (middle)
2 side (left/right middle) or
even 3 side (corners cube).
Spent 30 minutes.
Then realised left 30 minutes b4 db meeting.
SO i sent to my email which fail.
In the end i nvr get the file lor. -.-
Wadeva, went to KFC buy lunch wif JY.
Go back sch eat lor.
The lum yi stupidly knock over the drink.
Wad an ass, then the auntie help clean.
(She just washed the whole canteen).
So we went up then realised i didnt inform
Khee ern, as in nvr tell him the exact time?
So we set new post for next year, chat awhile.
Went he came then we start the db outing meeting.
After that the sch auntie come and remind us to go.
So we went down to canteen to play the modified
minority game. Which is quite fun.
Cos everyone won, and no forfeit.
LMAO, forfeit was actually to kiss Randolph,
(Someone from B.I.O is there).
Anyway we start the crazy 'taupok' session.
Clement, Hardi, Me, Yong Guan, Lionel
and Khee Ern all kena.
While taupoking Hardi i was the 2nd last person,
and YG is the last one.
Wad the hell, he still take some runoff before
leaping with his butt on my SPINE.
Anyway Charmaine was like videoing the whole process.
I think can hear my backbone go 'crack'.
Serious, sumpah.
So we went back for Symposium meeting.
Its from canteen then change to conference then to meeting rm.
Anyway lasted for damn long (3hours) before reaching me.
Wahkao, almost sleep liao la.
Anyway, after Tang CC went off,
we had a run through action plan.
Then they started Koping food from the P@X.
Anyway after a while they not interested in meeting anymore,
all the girls became hungry ghost and went to eat dumplings.
They eat freaking LOT.
Like more than 20 each person also have la,
since they continue to cook, eat, cook, eat.
Anyway, so Char and Ber was like gossiping with one of
my NPCC junior's mum.
Talk abt all the complains.
OMG, i hate women doing all these stuff.
Anyway, so i played rewujie.com at a corner before realising
everyone of them left.
BTW, most of the scholars met up with their attached 'parents'.
Dabo nvr come, then i sms him.
he say some bloody hell! I saw them going out but i dunno!
LOL la, he like dunno.
And then he share the same attached parents with Li zhu.
More specifically its Cris' mum.
So damn late like 6.30pm liao.
Went to take bus with bernice which we waited from daylight
to darkness. WTH.
161 is a stupid bus.
Anyway, on the bus then bel told me her wallet lost. (sms)
Wth, summore its before she came for the meeting!!
So she go to the Police Station.
And queue up cos they handling a case where a bitch was beaten up.
Anyway, she after a while then get over with it. (i hope so)
At night, decided to dl Audition onto the laptop.
Woohoo, hope can work on Macbook.
Thats all, its 2am liao leh, bye.

Random C4D

2008-10-21T20:30:00.001+08:00

Nothing better to do.
My Amath fail.
Yay.
Im happy?
Really?
I don't know.
Grrrr.

Arthur Lee take MC AGAIN

2008-10-20T22:17:00.004+08:00

(Sorry that pic really spoil your day, i know.)

Anyway that Arthur lee hor,
take mc again lar.
100 days only 10 days come.
Other days at home make babies
just like wad James said.
My result SUCKS.
Dun even bother to put it up here.
I shall just say the nice ones.
History A1!!!!!!!
43/50.
ok it still sucks ok? Fine. ==
Emath A1!!!!!!!
This shows that w/o listening
and doing the homework given
by the Mr obscene above,
Still can get A1.
So ppl, dun be reluctant to sleep
during emath lessons.
Just sleep, it will do you good.
Where as other lessons like ss,
even u want to sleep or dun want sleep.
Result also same.
So also sleep.
Just sleep when u feel like it.
Listen to me and you will get all
your other subject like SHIT.
GOODBYE MY *****!

[EDIT]
HT dream job is to be a mascot!!!
LMAO.
[/EDIT]

2008-10-18T16:33:00.004+08:00

2008-10-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

LOL. I actually invited ppl to become authors instead of readers.
Blogger abit funny.

2008-10-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

Nothing to do on the com, so i shall blog
Went to school in the morning.
I was caught in the bl**dy rain.
So i was late to meet Nich lam.
Reach school and realised my frigging hair is completely WET.
So i went to dry it off with my labcoat.
Yeah, my labcoat. ==
So i walk towards the foyer and saw nich.
We proceed to the canteen, and saw the teachers enjoying themselves.
YES, they were having BUFFET.
Chatting like nobody business.
I sat there and do some symposium stuff wif nich.
Safari, firefox and Internet explorer is giving me headaches.
Cant afford to accomodate to either browser.
If it works on firefox, it dun for IE.
If works on Safari, it dun on firefox.
Blablabla, the symposium website is a chore.
After a while, the teachers finished their food
and mr panggy came and nag me.
So after 1 hour, we finished the website.
Went to find Mr Tan wa wa.
He is not in the staff room so i went to the office.
Asked Xiao S (Miss Pang) where is he lor.
Suddenly ms lim (adminstrative manager) nag me abt the mistake
in the poster.
So i promised to edit it after i found tan wa wa.
So that fellow actually went back to the staff room while i came down.
So when we saw him, he say find him on mon, and walk away.
WTH. me and nich lam was like stunned there.
After a few seconds dumbfounded, nich had to go.
So i sms to ask bel can wait till mon or not.
In the end i manage to find him and force him to do by this week.
So i went back to help Ms lim after everything.

I went out to wait for WM, Randolph and Darren to go NYP.
After 5 minutes, they still not there so i go eat waffle.
Finally they came so we went to take the bus.
When we reached the 4th floor for our project,
we saw valerie (the NYP student that is helping us)
and mr dennis lim sitting outside the lift.
So he say we not going to have lab work.
Instead we going to Mac today.
I knew sth is weird.
So when we reached there,
he said we are waiting for his colleague.
While he offered to treat us drinks.
This is becoming more weird.
when he went to buy the drinks.
Valerie told us Mr lim is going to retire!!!
Oops sorry resigned (he is at most 30+)
WTH. there goes our testimonial.
After all the work put in we going to start all over again
with a new mentor???
Anyway the colleague we waiting for is the guy lar.
New mentor.
He quite funny also lar.
Hope still tahanable.
So after all the handover stuff,
we started to plan our end product.
Specifically the poster.
Anyway, very sad lar, mr lim is the best mentor u can have.
No point whining.
Lets move on.

Went home after everything.
On the bus, i feel the urge to cut my hair.
So i asked darren to go with me.
Walk quite far then reach.
Anyway after i cut, went home.
My mum didnt realised.
Thats all for the day.
TIRED.

Wheres the promised happiness?

2008-10-16T17:21:00.001+08:00

NPCC Comic 1

Copyrighted XMS NPCC

2008-10-15T21:29:00.006+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了倦了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐

怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐 !

I made one video myself,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_Thj62gT9g

2008-10-14T17:20:00.003+08:00

Ms tee's meeting.....was......
COOL

Mr Pang is a undeniable ~~joker~~ comedian

Mr Goh is a true 'stay cool' ~~mute~~ silent thinker

Mr Hairuddin is......not a Chinese???

Ms Pang is a very good erhu player?

Mdm Sun Ying is......married?

Ms Low is a very funny AIC

Miss Lim is a very kia su singaporean

Miss Lam is ~~fat~~ money minded

Mr Ang is a 'shuai' ge

Ms Li is a ~~blackforest~~ translator. OMG

Ms Xiao is a halfway runaway

Ms Tee is [insert whatever you can think of a tigeress]

Mr Tang is a PONSTER.

Joel is a Lamer

Bel is on teacher craze

Royce is subbing Wendy

Desmond is a office boy.
(yes, one that photocopies and buy drinks and 收杯.)

Teacher symposium meeting is.......fruitful

2008-10-12T00:12:00.002+08:00

Post Exam.
Super Duper BUSY.
Open house was a disaster......for me
Full day.
Shit job worker for setting up and packing up.
Went to Japan booth, SRR, and NPCC booth.
Tour Guiding was tiring, nothing to say.
Same old type of parents, every year...
Sweated 2 litres of sweat.
And my leg ache like crap.
Gonna chiong finish the symposium poster edit tomorrow.
Actually is redo since i lost the raw file.
Doing the banner design on monday.
Oh ya, monday have physics SPA. Holy.

Change teacher like no body business

2008-10-07T23:24:00.003+08:00

"Mdm liew likes to 'play' with our class." How far do you agree with the statement.

By and large, with my last cent, I strongly ultimately agree to a infinity extent that Mdm Liew has been trying to be funny and treats class 302 as her toy. Reasons that supported my stands are the constantly changing of teachers, staying of teachers that we do not want, and the weird reason why we are the odd one out class that do not have a math teacher that teaches us both math. Thus i would like to share with all wise people why Mdm Liew has a sudden interest to fool with 302.

Firstly, we have change numerous teachers for a variety of subjects and with imbalance in their ability. A change is good, just like what Americans believe, but changing constantly means disaster. Firstly, the very wise Principal had decided to assign Mr Singh as our SS teacher, but it turn out that its not. Ms Tay, Ms Chong were temporary takeovers and we are uncomfortable with the constant change. They took us for the propaganda subject for like half a year. Finally, they are smart enough to get another teacher to teach us SS permantly, with a height barely Nicholas Khaw's shoulder. This is just one of the very minor example. Which means that i have more evidence. The next subject that we have a change in teacher is Chemistry. Initially, Mr Lim BP taught us but it is suddenly announced that the current VP Mrs Teo is our actual teacher. After listening to her very interesting lesson for half a year, the very smart Mrs Teo got an promotion, which means that we have to change our teacher again. We got a teacher that have four express classes and he do not seems to know what he is teaching. No need to reveal his identity, he ought to face the wall and self reflect. The next is the change in History teacher. We got a goddamn shock when we are to lie in the hands of Ms Karen Ang. But they decided that she is going to be some big boss and hinder the temporary teacher's lessons. They also do not find it tired that we have to change our biology teacher, from mr kind father to mr fierce car. Best Physics teacher in Xinmin also change to Ms Chemisty convert. Xinmin no more teachers? Thus with the evidence that Mdm Liew has done all this unnecessary changes to our class, she is trying to be funny.

Secondly i would like to combined two points and ask, why should there be such a case that we are given a redundant teacher when we could actually survive on Ms Yeo? They decided that they should draw some percentile of our our school fee to pay some beggar salary. This is disastrous as the interquartile range of the other teachers salary would get smaller. If it is a good reason why other class can have a same teacher, i dun see the need why our class should be so special that we have to pay our school fee for some retard would only knows how to take MC and go home make babies. Therefore the fact that Mdm Liew refuses to change our Emath teacher and why she even choose to let us have two teachers shows that she is being biased and wanted to cripple us. Although i do not mind the failures of the China scholars, but she ought to put all of them in 302 and the locals to other class instead.

In conclusion, i raised up my both hands, both legs that our class is being toyed by Mdm Liew with what i have mentioned above. And those who disagree ought to lick the boots of Mr UTTERLEE.

EDIT
(ok, the chem teacher part is just an attempt to exaggerate)

2008-10-07T19:36:00.001+08:00

I got my thumbdrive back,
but its EMPTY.

2008-10-06T18:31:00.002+08:00

Ten (or more) reasons why we should not study Biology after all.

1. Have to mug 13 boring chapters.

2. When we are urinating, we are frantically thinking how does urea exits our body.

3. When you are register no. 21, 23, 33, 36, you have to be alert when Mr Lee use you as LIVE demonstration.

4. When you are listening carefully, you have to stay calm when suddenly a chipped metre rule comes in front of your eyes.

5. You have to rush up to the Biology Lab now, after you have taken 20 minutes for the past few months.

6. While people are mugging hard for their MCQ (at home), you have to scribble whatever you have memorised from the yellow book the night before.

7. When you feel like drinking a soft drink, you suddenly wonder if the water concentration is lower than your body.

8. You have to write in very neat handwriting and good language, although that have never happen since we abolished penmanship exercise.

9. You have to imagine how a toilet paper and metre rule can actually be part of the body.

10. When you look at the strawhat, you wonder if your brain really looks like that.

11. While you are frantically rushing the graph, the teachers thought that your math fail.

12. You always wonder why its impossible to ace Biology.

13. You found out that you are online when you actually should be mugging for biology.

2008-10-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

Todays Exam

Chinese in the morning.
I fell asleep, or rather hibernated.
The aircon was damn cold that i just couldnt write.
So I spent almost one hour on Letter.
Shit no time for Bao zhang bao dao,
so i did the first ji xu wen.
Ended also quite abruptly.
Hais, no time.

SS.
It sucks, i forgotten the points for
13 marks question of SEQ.
I basically crapped cos i already did part a.

Yeah...
It's my life...
in my own words I guess...

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armour
.
.
.

2008-09-30T00:06:00.006+08:00

One day when i have the courage...
I will... add you

Now lets go back to the crazy mugging.
Although i will not. -.-
Don't ask why you are invited,
don't ask why who are not invited.
This is my blog.
Simple, clear cut.
MY blog.

Fridays exams
English was easy, after i knew how to write a expository.
Chinese was crap.
though its easier, i made dumb mistake like counting wrong number of rows.
In the end i summarised till 70 words.
So after the paper was like thinking,
wad the F am i doing?

Todays exams
Once again im affected by the Night Race.
Didnt study Emaths at all.
Didnt feel like studying, especially when im fucked up by utterlee.
(Cool man finally can type vulgar already, some more refering to a teacher^^.)
So i basically only did one past year paper and thats it.
For History, i mugged a few hours.
But it includes the night race watching time.
Oh man, luckily EOY paper was easier than expected.
History source based question, out of four,
i already saw and read the answers for three.
You know why?
Cos they were past years O levels question.
Although the questioning is different, but for o level they always repeats right?
Oh wells, Physics mugging shall starts now,
at a nice time of 12.18am.
:)

2008-09-29T16:25:00.003+08:00

Yo.
Yesterday a serious F1 accident happen. This picture is taken by someone who witness it.
Be prepare to see the photo.
This picture is not meant for someone with weak heart.

Show Picture

2008-09-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

Oh shit why am i so unlucky.
I thought im not affected by milk melamine issue.
But how would i know that even Japanese is involved.
Specifically, biscuits that my buddy bought is affected.
From reports, 5packets and above could be deadly.
As in it is highly likely to cause kidney stones to form.
Well, im not that bad. I ate only 4.
So i suppose im safe? Or rather i hope im safe. =.=

2008-09-25T15:31:00.002+08:00

ok/
that sucks.
First day of exam is not good.
English was normal, but Amath didnt finish the geometrical proof.
I hate myself. :(

Anyway my poor CA2 result got abit of hope
after i added the bonus marks.
Yay i got full marks = 50 pts
convert to marks is 5 marks added.
But its upon 190, so only like 2%. =.=
Btw, i got 2 chinese items.
Both as committee member, so each 25 pts.
Its like damn LOL. full marks only 50.
then they give this 25 pts.
But another bad news.
I lost my aesthetic card.
5 dollars to the money eater - Mr Pang
(no wonder he likes to sing 'money money money~')

So thats it?
Its all over?
-.-

2008-09-20T18:56:00.003+08:00

AMATH DAY became blogskinning
Im a bastard seriously.
OMFG. I cant deny that im vulgar.
WTF.

Anyway, today went for ms any YO amath lesson.
So i reach there like minutes late.
But the lesson havent start.
So we finished our syllabus.
After that is chewy's test.
Freak. I made two careless mistakes.
So thats it, i better start amath.

Why are you ignoring?
Or am i the one avoiding?
一厢情愿还是两情相悦

Hiatus failed

2008-09-20T00:33:00.005+08:00

OK i failed.
I cant force myself.
I've lost.
I'm lost, in denial.
I'm an arsehole.

I can't or i don't?
I don't know either. :(

2008-09-08T17:09:00.006+08:00

lalala.
Amath test postponed
Chinese test chicken feet
History test postponed indefinitely = Canceled
However i still have Emath which i hate most

James can you for once shuddup and dun be a busybody
I knew it was wrong to let you saw me.

2008-09-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

If it is to be,
It is up to me.

Angel: "If you ever want to get A1 for Amath,
you jolly well study Amath when you are bathing too.
Foolish Desmond."

Devil: "Stop thinking of other things you bastard.
Get your ass off and STUDY YOUR AMATH!!!!!!!
STUPID BAKA."

Desmond: "Oh man, both side is telling me to study.
That means die also must study, FREAK."

Angel: "If you ever sees Desmond in school tomorrow,
you might be kind enough to give him maybe
a chicken of essence. Cos' he is going to burn mignight oil!"

Devil: "If you ever so unlucky and catch Desmond
slacking and not holding an Amath book,
C'mon, Don't be shy.
Just KICK him in the ASS."

Desmond: "EWWWW (faints)"

2008-09-07T01:57:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeee.
Went to eat sakae wif my uncle today.
He just came back to Singapore for ten days.
Hes been working at Hungary since June,
and he going to stay/work there for another 2 years?
Anyway, he bought me tons of chocolates!
Theres almost all kinds of choc you can imagine.
Rocher, waffle, bars, biskuits, wine choc.....
Wadeva form u can imagine.
I think it can last me mugging for EOY??
So, we went to Compass point to meet.
He pass to me and my sis the choc before we go eat.
I had a new nike shirt.
(I have a whole collections of nike stuff from my uncle)
The previous present that he gave is the
beijing olympics mascots toyset, and an official supporter shirt.
The previous nike shirt he gave is a 'Discipline' gym training
theme shirt where he bought from Japan.
This time round i think its from Netherlands?
Cos the language is in German and the website is [.nl]
Which is the internet code for Netherlands.
Rewind...the chocs were from vienna, hungary, germany and Netherlands.
Haha, and my sis have none! after her previous,
which she have a new nike bag.
Anyway, back to the dinner, i actually said i dunwant to eat Kopitiam.
Which is the boring foodcourt at compass point.
So we actually walked around finding restaurant.
Sakura, Soup Restaurant, Ajisen, Jack's Place and finally Sakae Sushi.
(SHYT MAN, forgotten Swensens)
Next, i/we wiped 8 plates of sushi.
And a god damn stomachfulling bowl of Ramen.
With side dish, tofu and Soft shell crab.
Oh man, im scared of Japanese food now. Arghh
So, with bulging stomach we went to pay.
I estimated the cost with my sis.
I actually got it correctly untill the person include the rebate. =.=
We went to shop for goodies that my uncle can bring back.
SO we bought Amos cookies (not bring back of cos), Durian Mooncakes?????
After that he gave me 200 bucks to buy my school stuff.
SO he went off to find his colleagues. (He came back to work too)
I went to buy a jeans (which is not school stuffs)
a new bag and a pencil case.
Of cos, i went to popular to purchase my 'weapons' for EOY.
The Assessment books.
Sometimes, i wish i have tuition rather than some old boring books.
Oh well, reached home at ten, tried my shirt and stuff.
And then go online settle some new duties stuff.
Lastly, im in my sis room, secretly typing this post
to my god-knows-who-reads blog.

2008-09-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

I bet you will spent more than 5 minutes.

NYP

2008-09-04T20:58:00.001+08:00

Should I post abt today?

2008-09-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

Hopes that my dad can get my thumbdrive repaired.
But i dun think the files inside can be retrieved.
If its lost, i have to do my expository AGAIN.
OMG, im so dead...
I have NYP tomorrow, spoils my revision plan.
But nvm, i can have lunch before it starts. ><
I think i will enjoy my lunch, and then a boring NYP session,
AND lastly, mug for my chinese prelims.
SO thats it for this midnight post.

I can't wait for tomorrow

Stupid Laptop burnt my thumbdrive

2008-09-02T17:38:00.001+08:00

There goes my posters…

There goes my EL homework…

There goes my C4D animation…

There goes my Videos…

There goes my Photo of Japan…

There goes my symposium website…

There goes my symposium photos…

There goes my DB archive…

There goes my Biology ppt…

There goes my thumb drive!!!

2008-09-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

How did the beijing olympics logo came from

2008-09-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

deleted ><

2008-08-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

YAY!

nothing much to say, just feel like saying....

满足感！

2008-08-29T15:45:00.003+08:00

Haha. Im blogging at Nic Khaw hse.
Played badminton just now,
and now blogging with his laptop,
while nick and Darren dotaing at his computer.
The teachers day celebration was lol especially Mr Pang and Mr Ng.
Hall Duty was good, cos i expected worst since we wasnt even informed.
But, good job to yong guan, who tried his best to control the crowd.
(Sorry for blaming you, sorry lah.)
And WELCOOMEEEE JIAHAO AND LIONEL (lock (yes i know wrong spelling)) TO DB!!
Cos u are under the 'best' db head! *vomits*

After school the symposium session,
wah, damn tired and sian.
Didnt manage to lunch with Mr tan. D=
Didnt have time to visit Mr tan. ( This one is my primary sch teacher, above one is
Ah Boon or Ah Hai aka clement tan).
Anyway,
Bel must be damn pissed off cos of the inefficiency of the symposium comm.
But, frankly speaking, If you organised a damn good symposium, i mean a perfect one,
there will still be ppl unhappy.
Especially hard to tell ppl to study chinese.
So thats it, i need go photoshopping using his laptop le.
You see, im doing symposium poster OKAY!!!

- HOD (Publicity)
National Mother Tongue Language Symposium

2008-08-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

OMG. The haunted toilet at the back staircase...

2008-08-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

2008-08-27T22:10:00.006+08:00

哇！花了我两个钟头才完成了研讨会的海报。
Wah! I spent 2 hours on making the 3 posters for Symposium.

真实不简单啊！
Really tough man!

特别是汤老师的要求，有点高估了我吧！
Especially the criteria by Mr Tang, overestimated me?

但是像我这么天才的人，还是完成了（吐...）。
But a XXX person like me still manage to do it. *vomits*

Poster A

Poster B

Poster C = A+B

2008-08-27T06:10:00.003+08:00

Damn it. Finished the website finally.
I mean the symposium one.
Uploading it today!!!
These are the photos taken yesterday...

damn him. Thank god his not in my comm.

Progress Report

2008-08-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

Progress Report Day

Amath - A2 (1st test A1, 2nd test got C5 which alot ppl flunk)
Biology - C6 (I didnt study for the chapter of the test =.=)
E. Geog - A1 (I got 14/15 but the percentage shows the marks of 13/15)
Chemistry - A1 (76% damn heng)
English - B4 (Wth my holiday hw so lousy)
Higher Chinese - A1 (wahaha both test got A1)
History - B4 (Walau eh, my test got only 12/20 highest only 16!)
Physics - A1 (90% yes yes yes!)
Social Studies - A1 (wow, first time ss A1, somemore all of the test A1!)
E. Math - Unknown (Arsehole, my paper is not marked yet...I think can get A1)

Total: 5 A1 or more, 1 A2, 2 B4 and 1 C6.

Now
Let me count L1 R5...

Worst Case (Emath less than B4)

L1 - HCL (1)
R1 - Physics (1)
R2 - Amath (2)
R3 - E.geog+SS (1)
R4 - Chemistry (1)
R5 - History (4)

L1R5 = 10

Best Case (Emath A1)

L1 - HCL (1)
R1 - Physics (1)
R2 - Emath (1)
R3 - E.geog+SS (1)
R4 - Chemistry (1)
R5 - Amath (2)

L1R5 = 7!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
One day i might win Meng Yue ^^.

Drill comp

2008-08-22T21:55:00.004+08:00

AT least i maintained the 3rd position???
Haizzz.
When we realised our fancy drill is not even trained, this tuesday.
I was stressed. We wanted to withdraw.
Its a miracle that we can even FINISH the fancy.
Not to mention winning a 3rd place.
We started on wednesday.
It was late, tired, everyone was exhausted by 7.30pm.
The next day (which is yesterday, thursday), finally, diana mam came.
We progressed faster and managed to get things done.
Although its 8.30 at night, everyone had the same goal, at last.
A setback came when nasuha had to leave earlier on both the trainings.
We had problems carry on our training.
But this did not stop us.
We continued without her, with a mindset that we will still do it,
TODAY, when she joins back.
The part where we threw batons, were our hard sweat.
We pump ourselves if the batons drop.
We threw the batons in the night, when it was dark at 8+.
We been through this all, and the big day came.
As each and everyone finish their exhanging of batons, my heartbeat
faster, anticipate the next pair.
The Important part came when kok hwee exhanged his batons successfully!
Our hard work paid off the climax was a great success.
I cheered and jumped with joy!
Although i was among the only few who jump up in joy, i dun care.
Nothing can express my happiness more than jumping.
Although 3rd is what we get.
But for the spirit portrayed by US.
WE ARE THE BEST!

3 cheers for NPCC drill comp team!!

2008-08-18T20:27:00.003+08:00

Sian drill comp is coming this friday, but the fancy drill havnt (really) start.
Their tempo cannot catch up with the song beat.
Maybe i shall standardise all raise leg 45 degree?
Maybe that can help chase up the tempo.
Whatever, its really damn difficult to win, even standard drills...
since we are suppose to carry out drills that were not according to our norm.
Which means this competition is not going to be fair.
So i dont give a damn now.
A lose or win is nothing in this case, since it is not even fair to all UG.

But......

2008-08-17T10:05:00.002+08:00

2008-08-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

Back from Nat Camp
Tired and boring, but it was fun
I didnt become chao tah but my hands were tanned.
I was in the BB division
The instructors were lol damn funny.

One of the lame videos

If i hadnt chose to be an exco, would i have gotten what i wanted?

2008-08-14T14:21:00.001+08:00

I like BALLs

2008-08-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

Rmb the 2nd of the bicultural trip,
after sentosa we went to colin's house.
Before we played Blind mice (which i knocked on my head -.-),
we have a international match between Japan and Singapore!!!
actually its a mix lah.
So here is a short clip of my goal, yay!

Colin (keeper) throws the ball...
It flew all the way to the other end...
Hiro and Zhe Kang stuggles for the ball...
Hiro won and made a cross...
The ball rebounced off the wall...
Desmond gained possession...
Ken tackles but Desmond dribbles past him...
The ball went to far ahead...
Hiro amazingly ran back and made a clearance...
Yuki intercepts and the ball flew above the crossbar...
Colin tried to grab the ball but it went out of the box...
Good Chance!! but Zhe Kang and Yuki collided...
Hiro manage to make another clearance...
Yuki and Desmond chase after the ball for Shinichi to catch easily...
Shinichi throws the ball to Desmond...
Ken managed to intercepts...
He kicks! But the ball is blocked (by Zhe Kang's ass)...
Yuki wrestle with Ken for the ball and wins the possession...
He turns around and give a slight knock to the ball forward...
The ball rolls towards Desmond path and no one is defending!!!
Its an assist!! Desmond gives it a shot!
It a low shot and a goal!!!

Zhe kang jumps for the ball

Desmond slamming the ball

Colin watches the moving ball

The ball flies in mid air.

Colin catching the rolling ball

YUKI

2008-08-10T13:36:00.004+08:00

成语135条minus98条

2008-07-24T18:56:00.007+08:00

不知道为什么，我有一股想用华文写博客的冲动。
转眼间，我已在新民读了快两年半。
当个学生警察一路走来并不好走。
流汉，流泪，甚至流血是必经之道。
这博客收入了我每天的点点滴滴，也快2年了。
在这漫长的岁月里，挫折不断往我冲来，就像一群视死如归的勇士。
一波未平，一波又起。
根本谈不起怎么防备，如何防患未然。
不过全都已迎刃而解。这一切的一切使得我百折不饶，学会逆水行舟。
天天按部就班，墨守成规，埋头苦读，始终不是我的~~那杯茶~~。

童年时期的快乐，早已不翼而飞，离我好远好远。
长年累月，每天过着千篇一律的平淡又忙碌的生活，使我精疲力尽。
身边狂妄自大，不自量力的人多得连脚趾都数不完，真是可笑。
等到自己能够发挥的时候，说得天摇地动，翻云覆雨，口若悬河。
以为自己是啥博学家？？太可耻了，这些以自己为中心点的自私鬼。真可悲！
但不可否认，心地善良，徒劳无功的一等人依然存在。
他们出类拔萃，德高望重，从来没想过不劳而获。
三思而后行从不做伤天害理的事。那么高尚的人，真是发人深省，潜移默化。
懒惰的人遇到困难时，不知所措，进退维谷。好个咎由自取。
这些人呆在社会里，等于滥竽充数，有任务时就敷衍塞责。
始终不能从外表判定一个人，每个人都不同，各有千秋。
我不指望名利，舍己为人太伟大了吧？我哪能做到呢。
我只想做我自己。
失败者，如果自暴自弃，退避三舍，最终只会一败涂地。可别忘了，塞翁失马，
事情可能还有解决方法，为什么要放弃呢？
成功者，胸有成竹，宁死不屈，实事求是，决心达到目标。
失败者或成功者只是一线之差，要怎么才能走向自己要的呢？
我选择了成功的道路。
路还长得很呢。。。。。。

这一切对你来说可能是废话，
但对我来说。。。。。。

这的确是废话。

First DB meeting

2008-07-22T22:14:00.003+08:00

First DB meeting. 训务部会议（一）
Correction, first one held by me.
OMG, i held a meeting.
Actually i dun even want to post until i saw NK's tag.
Still quite 'friendly' type of meeting.
I suppose they were not used to me saying serious stuff.
Im a ~~rapper~~ crapper, i think so.
Maybe i should cut down on jokes, or even get rid of jokes.
They were not funny at all.
Loser larh, thats all i can say.
Didnt even start the first meeting well.
They were like playful sia.
But this is only theie first meeting by me,
so i hope will change next time?
Anyway, pls remind me to tell Adam to give Charmaine(General Secretary)
the June Camp Evaluation.
Ms Kuck wants it!!! OMG, i think the SLNs must be feeling 不耐烦。

Now i know why people close down their blogs:

1. busy
2. very busy
3. too busy
4. still too busy
5. Nothing to post
6. Tired of posting
7. Out of ideas to post
8. No one knows about it
9. No one cares to read
10. don't want people to read

How many of the above does this blog applies to?

Kusong

2008-07-17T20:54:00.005+08:00

Must Support!!

http://www.omy.sg/kusong/vote/vote_19.html

2008-07-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

Playing with words.....

Thank You Mr Tang and NCC.

OMG, results will known tmr...

"I live in HDB flats,
i came back with the HDB project,
and i am HDB from tmr onwards.
Be the great HDB you have my words"

Rest well for the listening comprehension O level tmr dude.
Now getcha ass of the chair and lie on the damn bed.
But before that take two 'spoon' and dig the shit outta your ears.

Microsoft Word Blogging

2008-07-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

Wow. I've just used Microsoft Word to publish a post.

Am I like the 2437852798567289576326^th person to know that there's this function?

Well, wadeva this is my first time.

And I realized the bad thing of blogging in Microsoft word is the speeling check

Which make those auto cap locks, red or green zigzag underline which

Is very distracting.

Not going to elaborate, must go do my write up le.

Bye.

Yours faithfully

Desmond :D

Anyway

2008-07-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.

Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.

Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.

Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.

Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.

Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you help them.

Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.

Give the world the best you've got anyway.

2008-07-13T14:19:00.001+08:00

影的告别

人睡到不知道时候的时候，就会有影来告别，说出那些话──

有我所不乐意的在天堂里，我不愿去；有我所不乐意的在地狱里，我不愿去；
有我所不乐意的在你们将来的黄金世界里，我不愿去。
然而你就是我所不乐意的。
朋友，我不想跟随你了，我不愿住。
我不愿意！
呜乎呜乎，我不愿意，我不如彷徨于无地。

我不过一个影，要别你而沉没在黑暗里了。然而黑暗又会吞并我，然而光明又会使我消失。
然而我不愿彷徨于明暗之间，我不如在黑暗里沉没。

然而我终于彷徨于明暗之间，我不知道是黄昏还是黎明。我姑且举灰黑的手装作喝干一杯酒，我将在不知道时候的时候独自远行。
呜乎呜乎，倘若黄昏，黑夜自然会来沉没我，否则我要被白天消失，如果现是黎明。

朋友，时候近了。
我将向黑暗里彷徨于无地。
你还想我的赠品。我能献你甚么呢？无已，则仍是黑暗和虚空而已。但是，我愿意只是黑暗，或者会消失于你的白天；我愿意只是虚空，决不占你的心地。

我愿意这样，朋友──
我独自远行，不但没有你，并且再没有别的影在黑暗里。只有我被黑暗沉没，那世界全属于我自己。

2008-07-13T14:13:00.002+08:00

风筝

北京的冬季，地上还有积雪，灰黑色的秃树枝丫叉于晴朗的天空中，而远处有一二风筝浮动，在我是一种惊异和悲哀。
故乡的风筝时节，是春二月，倘听到沙沙的风轮声，仰头便能看见一个淡黑色的蟹风筝或嫩蓝色的蜈蚣风筝。还有寂寞的瓦片风筝，没有风轮，又放得很低，伶仃地显出憔悴可怜模样。但此时地上的杨柳已经发芽，早的山桃也多吐蕾，和孩子们的天上的点缀照应，打成一片春日的温和。我现在在那里呢？四面都还是严冬的肃杀，而久经诀别的故乡的久经逝去的春天，却就在这天空中荡漾了。
但我是向来不爱放风筝的，不但不爱，并且嫌恶他，因为我以为这是没出息孩子所做的玩艺。和我相反的是我的小兄弟，他那时大概十岁内外罢，多病，瘦得不堪，然而最喜欢风筝，自己买不起，我又不许放，他只得张着小嘴，呆看着空中出神，有时至于小半日。远处的蟹风筝突然落下来了，他惊呼；两个瓦片风筝的缠绕解开了，他高兴得跳跃。他的这些，在我看来都是笑柄，可鄙的。
有一天，我忽然想起，似乎多旧不很看见他了，但记得曾见他在后园拾枯竹。
我恍然大悟似的，便跑向少有人去的一间堆积杂物的小屋去，推开门，果然就在尘封的什物堆中发见了他。他向着大方凳，坐在小凳上；便很惊惶地站了起来，失了色瑟缩着。大方凳旁靠着一个蝴蝶风筝的竹骨，还没有糊上纸，凳上是一对做眼睛用的小风轮，正用红纸条装饰着，将要完工了。我在破获秘密的满足中，又很愤怒他的瞒了我的眼睛，这样苦心孤诣地来偷做没出息孩子的玩艺。我即刻伸手折断了蝴蝶的一支翅骨，又将风轮掷在地下，踏扁了。论长幼，论力气，他是都敌不过我的，我当然得到完全的胜利，于是傲然走出，留他绝望地站在小屋里。后来他怎样，我不知道，也没有留心。
然而我的惩罚终于轮到了，在我们离别得很久之后，我已经是中年。我不幸偶而看了一本外国的讲论儿童的书，才知道游戏是儿童最正当的行为，玩具是儿童的天使。于是二十年来毫不忆及的幼小时候对于精神的虐杀的这一幕，忽地在眼前展开，而我的心也仿佛同时变了铅块，很重很重的堕下去了。
但心又不竟堕下去而至于断绝，他只是很重很重地堕着，堕着。
我也知道补过的方法的：送他风筝，赞成他放，劝他放，我和他一同放。我们嚷着，跑着，笑着。──然而他其时已经和我一样，早已有了胡子了。
我也知道还有一个补过的方法的：去讨他的宽恕，等他说，“我可是毫不怪你呵。”那么，我的心一定就轻松了，这确是一个可行的方法。有一回，我们会面的时候，是脸上都已添刻了许多“生”的辛苦的条纹，而我的心很沉重。我们渐渐谈起几时的旧事来，我便叙述到这一节，自说少年时代的胡涂。“我可是毫不怪你呵。 ”
我想，他要说了，我即刻便受了宽恕，我的心从此也宽松了罢。
“有过这样的事么？”他惊异地笑着说，就像旁听着别人的故事一样。他什么也不记得了。
全然忘却，毫无怨恨，又有什么宽恕之可言呢？无怨的恕，说谎罢了。
我还能希求什么呢？我的心只得沉重着。
现在，故乡的春天又在这异地的空中了，既给我久经逝去的儿时的回忆，而一并也带着无可把握的悲哀。我倒不如躲到肃杀的严冬中去罢，──但是，四面又明明是严冬，正给我非常的寒威和冷气。

2008-07-10T17:32:00.003+08:00

Sad? Couldnt believe this is what Np give us after 3 years...
Was really shock when Jefferson didnt even have a post.
Why isnt there a choice for us to choose what we want?
Just some decisions from the TO and others.
Chose people who dun even want to help Np.
(eg. Jiahui turned the Np cupboard topsy turvy)
So what if hes good in drills or wadeva, theres a time to be serious
and he is never. Im not saying those people do not deserve it,
but their atitude SUCKS.
I cant do anything when they were in squad last few years.
But are we going to let them show the juniors?
Not really disappointed by my post, but i rather want admin
than a next year job.
Do you know what some says? The Service day is going to be their
LAST attendance.
OK, that person is Jeff.
Sian, i see nothing for the rest of the year.
Just fall in into sec 3 squad for the rest of the parades and rot to death.

Oh wells, fall sick rather easily these days,
average of 5 hours sleep everyday doesnt seem to be ample
for me to stay awake in class.
Morning training doesnt seem to work.
No one sees my effort.
Im just a normal cadet that tries to make npcc surpass other UG.
Wild hope, Np will never excel when people dont take it seriously.
If they continue to skip/be late for the training so be it.
I no longer have the physical strength to hold on anymore.
When i lose the mental mind persevere on, perhaps its really
time i should go, just like doryfish.
Train in the drizzle, train under the hot sun,
train in the early morning, train after the weary schoolday.
I can hardly stand during morning training,
i cannot sing the anthem out, not even a single sound.
My left ear seems to be deaf out of the blue this few days.
Yet all this could only contribute to me being lonely in the corner,
sobbing.

2008-07-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

Oh well this the 203th, so the 202th post isnt the last.

Studies. SL. NPCC.
Three roads.
Difficult choices.
Choose all?
Choose two?
Focus on one?
Or heck care all?
Im confused...

"I hate the system"