First DB meeting. 训务部会议(一) Correction, first one held by me. OMG, i held a meeting. Actually i dun even want to post until i saw NK's tag. Still quite 'friendly' type of meeting. I suppose they were not used to me saying serious stuff. Im a rapper crapper, i think so. Maybe i should cut down on jokes, or even get rid of jokes. They were not funny at all. Loser larh, thats all i can say. Didnt even start the first meeting well. They were like playful sia. But this is only theie first meeting by me, so i hope will change next time? Anyway, pls remind me to tell Adam to give Charmaine(General Secretary) the June Camp Evaluation. Ms Kuck wants it!!! OMG, i think the SLNs must be feeling 不耐烦。
Now i know why people close down their blogs:
1. busy 2. very busy 3. too busy 4. still too busy 5. Nothing to post 6. Tired of posting 7. Out of ideas to post 8. No one knows about it 9. No one cares to read 10. don't want people to read
"I live in HDB flats, i came back with the HDB project, and i am HDB from tmr onwards. Be the great HDB you have my words"
Rest well for the listening comprehension O level tmr dude. Now getcha ass of the chair and lie on the damn bed. But before that take two 'spoon' and dig the shit outta your ears.
9:31 pm
13 July 2008
Microsoft Word Blogging
Wow. I've just used Microsoft Word to publish a post.
Am I like the 2437852798567289576326th person to know that there's this function?
Well, wadeva this is my first time.
And I realized the bad thing of blogging in Microsoft word is the speeling check
Which make those auto cap locks, red or green zigzag underline which
Is very distracting.
Not going to elaborate, must go do my write up le.
Bye.
Yours faithfully
Desmond :D
11:17 pm
Anyway
People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Sad? Couldnt believe this is what Np give us after 3 years... Was really shock when Jefferson didnt even have a post. Why isnt there a choice for us to choose what we want? Just some decisions from the TO and others. Chose people who dun even want to help Np. (eg. Jiahui turned the Np cupboard topsy turvy) So what if hes good in drills or wadeva, theres a time to be serious and he is never. Im not saying those people do not deserve it, but their atitude SUCKS. I cant do anything when they were in squad last few years. But are we going to let them show the juniors? Not really disappointed by my post, but i rather want admin than a next year job. Do you know what some says? The Service day is going to be their LAST attendance. OK, that person is Jeff. Sian, i see nothing for the rest of the year. Just fall in into sec 3 squad for the rest of the parades and rot to death.
Oh wells, fall sick rather easily these days, average of 5 hours sleep everyday doesnt seem to be ample for me to stay awake in class. Morning training doesnt seem to work. No one sees my effort. Im just a normal cadet that tries to make npcc surpass other UG. Wild hope, Np will never excel when people dont take it seriously. If they continue to skip/be late for the training so be it. I no longer have the physical strength to hold on anymore. When i lose the mental mind persevere on, perhaps its really time i should go, just like doryfish. Train in the drizzle, train under the hot sun, train in the early morning, train after the weary schoolday. I can hardly stand during morning training, i cannot sing the anthem out, not even a single sound. My left ear seems to be deaf out of the blue this few days. Yet all this could only contribute to me being lonely in the corner, sobbing.
5:32 pm
07 July 2008
Oh well this the 203th, so the 202th post isnt the last.
Studies. SL. NPCC. Three roads. Difficult choices. Choose all? Choose two? Focus on one? Or heck care all? Im confused...
"I hate the system"
8:30 pm
06 July 2008
Will this 202th post be my last post? Tired of blogging...