Im just another damned man,
living in a damned world.
28 May 2008
SC tmr. Gd luck. Have a nice sleep, cos it will be our last night. Erm, i mean last night at home b4 camp. And its the last chance to SLEEP. This whole week we have been coming to sch EVERYDAY. See our hard work? (The Saturday is needed, if not we SUMPAH cannot finish) So we still had some things to settle, such as food which needed to buy tmr. So that it is Fresh. See our welfare? Don't say we didnt plan or wad so ever SHIT CRAP. at least we were more efficient than last year. (no offence) So today we went to sch to settle details, such as who to go where for amazing race, who to do what in the courage walk. Hey i cant wait to see the PT. Bwahahaha. (Saddisting in progress) So after we finished our job, went to play bball at the vball sport hall. Played a bit of vball, and we cont wif our fierce bball match. Jun wen got the MVP award, COngratulations! (Most Violent Player) Just kidding. Was pwning the other team for the first match. i think 7-1? OK so take a break. Talk crap, kicking vballs (oops) Then we carry on. Then me and Royce the two old birds, played against 3 juniors. Wad the hell, lost 7-10. So malu then too sweaty liao, went back to slr find adam. He was not playing his racing game on his laptop. Instead, he was secretly watching 'that kind of videos'. Jk, happy tree friends lah. Is that cartoon very nice or wad? A bit childish from wad i see. But maybe i never watch b4 thats why. After that, Adam joins us for a super waste time soccer. Jun wen was the man of the match, wif two (own) goals. Hardi IMBA, i think got 4-5 goals bah. me? a pathetic 2 goals... Royce, pro dribbler. Adam the rammer got ONE goal, amazing. GTG pack my camp bag, gd bye.
9:37 pm
25 May 2008
After 3 hours of Cinema 4D, I finally completed it! Yay, a model of a chelsea player. Click to Enlarge
9:26 pm
22 May 2008
Im sorry wet, i did a bad job. I was scared, that i would make some error. Indeed i did not make a perfect job. After 4 month isolated from duties, im not confident of what im doing. Was there any change in the procedure? I do not know, and i dare not ask. I am not suitable for it maybe. I felt so embarrassed, i had to ask juniors what to do. (note its junior that i had asked, malu) I was scared the standard procedure had changed.
Me: Who to do which class? Their reply to me is: Random, dunnid assign class. Me: You sure? Juniors: This had been the case all along.
How could it be. Maybe that was the case when there were fewer classes. Then able to randomly assign class on the spot. Probably im not even suitable to take charge. Loser Me.
Small loser big loser biggest loser ME. Welcome to loser land. Population ONE. ME. LOSER.
haha.
7:07 pm
20 May 2008
1) Fold a $20 bill in half...
2) Fold again, taking care to fold it exactly as below
3) Fold the other end, exactly as before
4) Now, simply turn it over...
COINCIDENCE?
As if that wasn't enough. Here is what you've seen...
Firstly The Pentagon on fire...
Then The Twin Towers.
..And now .. look at this!
Last but not least,
911 and the US$20 note
9 + 11 = 20
Okay all ripped from email.
11:38 pm
A poem by Li Bai:
北暮苍山兰舟四, 京无落霞缀清川。 奥年叶落缘分地, 运水微漾人却震。
Creepy isn't it?
Well well, gotta learn first aid. Selection Camp is drawing nearer. Hopes it turns out well. Gambate the candidates for exco tmr. Wif me around, your chance is 8/9, not 8/10. cos im like, Out?
8:53 pm
15 May 2008
Im dead, poor result. Not gonna update the others, Cos they are worst. Basically all the rest are near the worst case scenario. I shall start revision one month earlier for the next exam.
NOW, doing (girly) stuff for tmr. Cutting some heart shape thinggy for rally. And SHIT, i still haven't prepare stuff for tmr NPCC day. Oops, and its in the morning, had to reach school b4 6.50am. :(
8:02 pm
14 May 2008
Exam Statistics day
Exam Statistics day
Haiz. Exam result is not up to expectation. Others have already four A1s and i only have one. Sadded. It was the first paper and gave me a fake hope. First paper A1, YAY. But..... Took back 6 papers today. Taking in order - A.math, English, Chemistry, History, Chinese and Physics.
Now my results: A.Math - A1 75% (freak, just nice) Physics - A2 72.5% (Expected A1 :d ) Chemistry - B3 69.2% (WTH, the essay killed me) History - B3 68% (Okay lor, expected a fail) H. Chinese - B3 66%(Cool! super happy although its lousy) English - C6 51% (Summary got deducted 5 marks for exceeding word limit)
That was a roughly 18points for L1R5, if all were counted. Super lousy can. My CA1 was at least 14. BTW, nick lam got four A1, one B3 and one B4. Thats a 11points! WTH, quite a big difference right? Well, Jeffishson were quite good for the first 4 papers. For the first 4 he had, three A1, one B3. Crap, winning Nick lam. But, Jeffishson's chinese is still predictable. So he got B4 for it. (haha, its CL anyway) Last paper, Physics he got another B4, WHooHooo! So got 14points, maybe i can still win him.
Worst/Best Case Prediction: E.Geog - B4/A2 Social Studies - C5/B3 Biology - B4/A2 E.Math - B3/A1
So if i were to count a real L1R5, worst case scenario. L1 - B3 R1 - B3 R2 - A1 R3 -A2 R4 - B3 R5 - B3 L1R5 - 15 [:O!!!!! WALAU i go Republic Poly liao LAH]
Best case scenario. L1 - B3 R1 - B3 R2 - A1 R3 -A2 R4 - A1 R5 - A2 L1R5 - 12 [Freak, no difference. Go Nanyang Poly liao LAH]
Cant believe i alrdy thinking of L1R5, when O lvl is next year. Maybe i swei only? I hope. ><
5:44 pm
12 May 2008
I'm been thinking all day long today in school. Why do i even join the elections? for wad, for fuck? Well, obviously im an substitution for the lack of ppl joining. So, just run lor, thats what i think. Although im not the type of 'I WANT TO JOIN ELECTION' kind of atitude. I feel that i should not be half hearted. I did put in effort, i need encouragement, but wad did i get? Complains, Complains and Complains. Well, if the complains were true, FINE. Sack me, stop me from running exco i dun CARE. Cai SH were strict wif me, well ok, to be strict wif me is for my own good, i appreciates that. But, Not to someone who put on a FAKE mask in front of other teachers. Im going to tell you this that IM NOT SCARED OF YOU. You have been such a LIAR, for saying IM the liar. How many incident have you LIED throughout the two years. I think my fingers and toes were not enough to count them. Your newest latest complain: 'Desmond no longer greets me' For wad the hell reason to i have to look for you specially just to greet you? when we dun even meet? If you are referring to friday, well, you want me to greet u on the stage wif the mic? And true enough, I have been avoiding you, because i DO NOT WANT TO GREET YOU. Im kind to avoid you instead of walking past you w/o a greeting. Which would you prefer. huh? Well, a saddist like YOU would still want to complain. SO wad if i didnt greet you, i tried to avoid you and not walking past you. That consider kind for YOU, someone who doesnt deserve my respect. People including most teachers would tot that i hate u for the exam incident. BUT I TELL YOU ITS GOD DAMN WRONG! Wad have you done in past 2 years that deserve anyones respect? Especially to me, you know best. You hate me since sec 1, just bcos some vanessa choo, which makes you so angry at me. Well, *claps claps* even she cant stand you in sec 2 and change class. Please reflect, i wouldnt say u trust the wrong person, but look at it yrself. Ppl who respect you, LAU Yi lin. Oh pls, real respect? Far from it, those are bootlickers action. I wont need to use it on you. waste my effort. So if you want to sabotaged my rally, come i welcome you. I will challenge you in public and lets see who wins. I lose, i expell. you lose, you go die cos u are too old to find new job. On the stage today, i saw your cocky face. you know wad i want to say? 'You better watch out, MRS YEAP' So hypocrite of you to oreganise assemble programmes. All those CME videos that you probably kop from other school teachers. I dun give a damn, cos from wad i know its something that even you DUN HAVE. You got no rights to tell me that. Maybe now you all may think im not suitable to be a exco. But for all i care, this is my personal feud with her. Nothing could change me, and you jolly well DUN use EXCO to threaten me. 我不吃着一套。
you better watch out, you better not run, you better not cry im telling you why, cos i am very fed up RIGHT NOW.
4:44 pm
10 May 2008
Im still not done with my election preparaton. You can say not started. Rally speech? Oh please, who would listen to a speech on a fine monday morning assembly? BUT, i still need to think of a script. Who can help me, seriously clueless what to do. Is this poster good?
9:35 pm
09 May 2008
Another draft, but i wont use it most probably. Cos its too bhb liao. And i don't want to get a call from the international FBI. LOLS.
11:30 pm
OBAMA!!! (im crazy) But America sucks. Highly influenced by David James.
I feel that im just too worked up overthe election. Seriously had NO idea wad to do for rally. (on Monday somemore) maybe i should just take it easy. Go up crap. -.-
Im glad i keep my cool in front of her today. What a hypocrite. I should have given her a big punch.
7:00 pm
08 May 2008
Elections poster are supposed to be done by Sun. But to save my weekend, i have decided to chiong them by today. I shall let you all preview one. DONT Laugh.
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.
It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.
You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.
At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?
1:29 pm
05 May 2008
ASS HOLE TAXI
WAHH. SUper pain. Bet no one had kena knock by a car before. Well, i did. FUCK. The good thing is i did not become minced meat. If i were 1 sec slower you would have to visit me at the void deck. SO this is what happened. I happily went out of the house 5 mins earlier than usual. Then i cross the zebra crossing. There was this faggot Taxi, which the company called Trans Cab, came up the Expressway to the zebra crossing. I was in the middle of the road and that FUCKER actually speed up. Thank god my standing broad jump was good. Jump on to the grass patch at the opposite. But swei la, my ankle kena the front of the car. So dramatic la, like leap away from the road, then still kena. I swear not to take Trans Cab Taxi ever again. FUCK the Driver. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I bet he is dozing off, then accelerate when he suppose to brake. Asshole, wish your whole family kena killed by Mas Selamat. Cos now i limp on my left leg like that bastard terrorist.
1:56 pm
02 May 2008
Yay, 8 papers down. In a flash. Quite fast, 4 days 8 papers gone in a blink. 6 more to go if u consider listening compre But some ppl still have 7 left haha. Good luck to me and others.
Post physics exam hatred list 1. Huiting 2. Zhang Lei 3. Fenghua 4. Jiayun . . . . Last. Desmond