[Verse] I wake up with blood-shot eyes Struggled to memorize The way it felt between your thighs Pleasure that made you cry Feels so good to be bad Not worth the aftermath, after that After that Try to get you back
[Bridge] I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus] Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you Anymore, Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to try (Yeah) So this is goodbye
[Verse] God damn, my spinning head Decisions that made my bed Now I must lay in it And deal with things I left unsaid I want to dive into you Forget what you're going through I get behind, make your move Forget about the truth
[Bridge] I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus 1 + 2] Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you Anymore, Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference, It even makes a difference to try (yeah) And you told me how you're feeling But I don't believe it's true Anymore, Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry (Oh no) So this is goodbye
[Breakdown] I've been here before One day I'll wake up And it won't hurt anymore You caught me in a lie I have no alibi The words you say don't have a meaning Cause..
[Bridge] I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you and I... And so this is goodbye
[Chorus 1 + 2] Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you, Anymore, Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference, It even makes a difference to try And you told me how you're feeling But I don't believe it's true Anymore Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry (Oh no) So this is goodbye So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3) (Oh no)
9:40 pm
Some of you might not understand the Dates on my blog. Its actually in German, so here are the translation.
Monday - Montag
Tuesday - Dienstag
Wednesday - Mittwoch
Thursday - Donnerstag
Friday - Freitag
Saturday - Samstag
Sunday - Sonntag
8:27 pm
20 July 2007
Saw a post from the SLT's blog,
Love Me I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923 Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together Get married in the first town we came to and live forever But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do Don't give up on me I'll meet you when my chores are through I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down Darling wait and see And between now and then Til I see you again
I'll be loving you Love, Me."
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do Don't give up on me I'll meet you when my chores are through I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down Darling wait and see And between now and then Til I see you again
long time since i last blogged. Getting realli tired nowadays. A lot of HW (eps. Maths), Mentoring Yong Guan, Npcc Uniform (beret must season, shirt, pants must iron, socks must wash, shoes must polish.), Pumpelthickskin skit and playing soccer! I shall not crap anymore. Start from tuesday?
Tuesday 17 July
We have PE on tuesday and got chided(insulted) by Mr Gaybriel Tay (did i spell it correctly?)AGAIN! I and kuan lin was the first to come down so we had a NICE chat. Then he suddenly spoke and say that we are to help him settle the class down and sit down quickly. But we continued talking and forget wad he said. After the class came down, he asked wad am i doing. Then yan hao went to pick up some cones ad tay laughs. He said "wow, it's amazing! what did i tell you to do? HuH? amazing man." Enaf of him. Lets go straight to the floorball game.
I sux in explaining matches because its a waste of time, so i just summarise it.
Me, Nick and Yi Xin vs Kok, Shi Yang and fish Jefferson
1-0 Nick Scored. Fiirst Bloood! Solo-ing all the way past jefferson.
2-0 I Scored! Jefferson was controlling the ball and i just JABBed(in tay's language or RAMMED at him in normal terms)the ball away. Goes right straight into the goal. toot-NIL, yeah baby yeah.
3-0 I Scored!! Shi Yang tackled me and the ball flew to jefferson. Great chance for him. But he swing it a total miss and i send the ball to his goal. Luckily theres no half court rule. threeee-NIL, Jefferson POM POM POM.
4-0 I Scored!!! 3 second after the previous goal. Kok or SY start the ball and pass it to jeffersn. He missed it and went scurrying over it. I tackled him and......fantastic FOUR-NIL. Absolutely WILD, Definitely WET, guaranteed a KILLING spree.
4-1 Kok Scored. Cool man, 3 of us disturbing jefferson then SY passed the ball to Kok. OPEN GOAL! If he miss must go tok diao lah.
Does Hat trick applies for floorball?
Wednesday 18 July Its wednesday and no NP no Cai S H!!!!!!!!!!!! Best day in the week. Went to play soccer after school. MAtch again, fun, exciting but no more wet and wild.
1. Alvin (5) Ownage 2. Rumpelthickskin (4- one own goal) 3. Desmond (3) Hat trick again! yes! First of a hell time i did it in a row. 4. Wei ming (2)
Alsen must be the MVP. Saved damn lot of edgy attempt by louis. Kuan lin damn damn lucky la. We make use his 'tallness' so we kicked the ball 'low', threw the ball so 'low' that wei ming that damn 'short' guy can reach it but Kuan lin cannot. One of my attempt damn funny. flew so high that i thought it will go out. but when i saw it curved down, maybe theres a chance. It flew towards the goal in a direction Kuan lin will nvr reach. Unfortunately, it hit the cross bar, bounced and Kuan Lin catched it. remember another attempt when the ball bounce towards me in a height, speed, distance, velocity, displacement, decelerate, accelerate , decreasing acceleration, increasing acceleration, decreasing deceleration, increasing deceleration...STOP...im so obsessed in Physics. ok continue, the ball bounce towards me in a height, speed, so perfectly that i can ram it in. I did it, for the rarest time, it was on target and in an increasing velocity. Kuan lin simply cupped it into his stomach and nicely saved.
Well, among my 3 goals, two were tai kos goal ( i think). First goal, i dribbled past kuan lin and approached alsen. rammed it bcos it will be tackled away. went between the legs of alsen. but his leg movement was quick. the other two goals were back header. Quite unbelievable to me myself. Like Daniel always did, like wad rumpelthickskin said. I always admired headers esp. Ballack's. I Think thats all for now. tired. YAAAWWNNNN.....NNNY.
8:27 pm
10 July 2007
9:53 pm
08 July 2007
I saw the article of Xinmin secondary school in wikipedia. So damn historical. Not very wikipedia friendly. But the content is still good if you got the time to read. Some are damn funny. I think that if the site could include stuff like student creeds, school songs it would bemore interesting
No 1. "Examples of facilities in school- Canteen Like nowadays, canteen held its purposes of accommodating students during break, a dining area and an “assembly point” where students from different classes meet and converse with each other. It has only one stall selling non-variety of food (similar most of the days-eg: ‘mee siam’, unless on special occasion, they sold special set of food). Food sold can be like fried noodles (typical in most of the rural schools). However, unlike nowadays, it was not as crowded, noisy or much depended upon as most students would prefer to “starve” and save as much pocket money as possible (for their weekend enjoyment, like going to swimming pool etc.) They were most probably being seen playing around the canteen or in the field (Like old “kampong children”, they would most probably spent their break time catching spiders, playing a game, resting or even playing with the monkey bars located nearby the canteen . The canteen consists of a small dining area, with several rows of wooden benches and tables.*Teachers had their lunch in their staff room, unless they had a meeting with their students. Field"
Eh. puhlease hor. Can check before saving this article or not. Why is there a word 'Field' behind. Bet is typed by Jefferson who always type 'the' as 'teh'. And people just save money to go swimming pool. lol
No 2. "It was rumoured that Sin Min High (students mostly) had a truce with Hwa Chong Instituition in protesting for the welfare of Chinese students and if not protesting or rioting, supporting the other schools which deliberately going against the government (supporting refer to them entertaining the rioters, provide them food etc.). Example: Anti-National service Riots in 1954, started by Chinese educated students. At most of times, Sin Min High students would just be watching as the chaos brought about between students and the government. Yet, among these commotions, racism and the poverty, the school continued their purpose of educating and not worrying their students in stuff happening far from their isolated school. Teachers tried their best to maintain the peace in the school and brought their students to learn than participating more in communists (though they never tried to discourage them, since they are oppressed themselves). (Other point to take note: Teachers did create troubles. Some were unhelpful to the schools and did not do their utmost best in educating. During the race tension, between Malays and Chinese, staff held different opinions and disliking to the opposite race. However, with much cooperation, they were able to control propagandas and advocating hate in their students)."
LMAO! Teachers did create troubles. And there is one word to summarise the 2nd sentence, 'RACIST'.
No 3. "Disciplinary system There were a times for fun and play, and there were too a time to be strict. Sin Min was known to be strict with their students, since their main objective was to advocate discipline in their students. And those who break the rules, there were no chance of running from their mistakes. Appropriate punishments were given to each offender. Some like standing outside the classroom, standing on their respective chairs and the infamous caning. For “normal” offence (usually the ones that were broken in the classroom), caning took place in classroom or just in the staffroom. However, for the serious ones, public caning would be held. Girls who broke the rules did not get cane but were punished severely too, either staying back or slapped (female teachers took in charge)."
As a Disiplinary board member this is seriousd and appeals to me. But i cant stop laughing.
Last but not least "By: The Ximinologists 2007 Credits to all Xinminologists members including Nasuha, Kelly, Wenqi, Kok Hwee and Doryfish. Special thanks to Miss Joan Chia, Mr Goh Tong Pak and all others who have helped in this history project."
Spot the mistake!
6:49 pm
Yesterday went to family gathering at pasir ris chalet. the room is at 2nd floor so its a bit difficult for us to go to and fro the barbecue pit. I slacked in the room for a while then went down to help setting up the fire. We had brought only one bag of charcoal so i went out to 'cheers' to buy another bag. I looked around the 'barbecue needs' area for it. It turns out to be behind the drinks area. It was already 5.30pm when we started the fire. We brought down the food from the room. There were ready made otah, hotdogs, prawns and satay for appetizers. I helped to fan the charcoal to heat it further. Then i surpose i overfanned/overheated it. The wire gause is burning. lol. My uncle quickly 'evacuate' the prawns and 'rescue' the satays. At evening, we had 'real' food like chicken wings, sausages and pork chop, sotong balls and FISH! After that we had mash mallows for dessert. My Mallows melted inside before it turns crispy brown. Sad case. tast like ice cream. It was funny seeing others eating those soft mallows. I then realised i missed the live earth concert so i went up to on the TV. I watched fo while then they suggest to go bowling. When we went out we the found out that its under construction. So we went arcade and play. Spent $8 in 5mins. After that me and sis went home in taxi(11.40pm). I hated the FISH that my uncle marinated. Not because of my uncle marinates it, its bcos of the FISH. bye bye.
5:27 pm
07 July 2007
How do you define Pei ling?
pei ling is a nice sir
pei ling is a lousy mam
pei ling is a lousy sir
pei ling is a nice mam
12:01 am
06 July 2007
Sorry... its been a long time since i last posted. Today quite tired. Almost dozed off (did i?) in cai lao shi's class. i think i did slept for 1 min. Npcc started quite early, at 2.30pm. And we had a lecture for crime prevention. I was so damn tired and dozed off again. This time i think longer and less obvious. But i was right under his nose lor. Pei ling sir today quite gd la. give us damn lot of breaks. but break is nvr too much or too long. compete with NCC our marching cheers, they so dumb, when we saying they faster go for break. Is that a movement when you are scared? Lols, just kidding. I saw Elgin and other ppls poster. 'LOL' for Kiat Han, Elgin 'best choice!, 'Vote for blablabla' for Marcus. Best first aider aka Sherman, 'Ni DOM le ma?' dommed by dominic. That's all for now. YAWN............
wait...WAIT....WAIT. I almost slept in yurni lesson. Its the subject one can most easily dozed off. yet i dindnt. So irony. I think that its quite funny that her name sounds like 'yawny'.